Life is a Bitch.

Monday, August 29, 2005'♥

1st dae of sch
.......... n im late
hahs. urm.. sch's alright
usual stuffs la nth much
da guys had their soccer match
so no e.v.m lessons 2dae. =)
2 projs. ta b submitted by fri
so gonna b quite busi tis week
but erm... t-cher dae hol on thurs?
half-dae on wed n so im gonna self declare it hol s well
muahahas. -grin- thus its gonna b fine overall la yeah.
went home n rest
suppose ta go get mah shoes wif dear
who knoes he fell into coma str8 up ta 8 plus gg 9
like wowww. fucking hell.
here i am like so worried bout him.
coz i totally carn get him since evening~!!!
n dere he was happily in his blardy dream land.
veh good arz. humphhh.
din manage ta get mah shoes todae
so went ta makan dinner at changi
slack slack awhile den went home already
not gg for s.w tmr la
too lazy n not feeling that well lately
so yupss.. gonna rest liaos.
ciaoozzz. muacks.

Zombie@8/29/2005 11:37:00 PM

Sunday, August 28, 2005'♥

1 week break ending in few hours time
sch starting tomorrow ** sianzation ** `-_-
im so so so damn fcuking bored
dear's in malacca celebrating his granny's b-dae this weekend
suppose ta b baq onli on mon aft their genting trip
but he juz called & da genting trip was cancelled~!
muahahhahas. so guess he'll b baq 2nite.
im so glad. miss u soooooo sooooo sooooo much.
stayed home n rest the whole of yesterdae.
felt kinda tired. rest. played games. tv. sleep.
was reflecting bout lotsa stuffs.
friendship. relationship. studies.
felt kinda disappointed in some friends ard mi.
looking baq.. we did have some wonderful memories.
but s time passes.. they just seem ta haf 4gotten abt their "old" friends
n live in their lil world with their other half n their "new" friends.
the way they talked n acted it realli marks a big diff.
dun they even haf tt lil tiny winy heart ta think baq
who were dere by their side when they r at their lowest pt. of their life?
friends come n go. thats absolutely true.
not all friends r good & 'real'.
i detest ppl who wear a fake mask in front of others everywhere they go.
despise ppl who turn their baq on u when they found new friends.
n ppl making use of one another. !!ALAS!!
im glad at least for this 19 years of life..
ive this bunch of special peeps s mah 'REAL' friends
going thru all da ups n downs in life together.
u noe who u r n u guys r da best. *hugs*
s for those freaky idiots i realli wana thank all of u
for making mi realise wat kinda person u r
n without u guys in my life.. i guess i felt so much beta. =)
studies all in a mess right now. sigh.
dun haf ani motivation for anitink that gotta do wif it.
watever lah.. .-_-.
sighz.. i miss mah dearest.
dear..i love u for who u r.
i understand wat u r gg thru right now.
n i dun wan ani prezzie or fancy gifts from u animore.
dun nid ta dine at expensive places also.
im not that materialistic like those brainless yucky girls out dere.
oz i understand wat true love means.
something which money couldnt buy.
its juz so priceless yet wonderful
dear save ur money up n work hard for da future.
no matter wat happens..
i'll b right beside u supporting u alwaz.
alright.. i love u mah dear. muackks. =)

Zombie@8/28/2005 02:00:00 PM

Sunday, August 21, 2005'♥

went off aft p.r c.a on fri .
accompanied him ta cut his hair .
den makan dinner at bukit panjang plaza .
shopped a lil slacked a lil .
went ta jurong fer his interview .
were all so tired went home early ta zZzzZ .
n so suey.. mah grand aunt visit mui .
kinda early arz... -_- .
had a nice beauty sleep .
coz was raining cats n dogs that morn .
he fetched mi ta downtown east for mah class chalet .
erm.. was alrite . a so-so for it .
din eat much though . stayed awhile .
den rushed down ta tamp ta find him .
went ta pray at loyang dua pek kong .
was looking at this thingy written according ta our shen xiao
quite accurate though . yups .
den went home. my home . -_- .
slacked da whole of todae .
met up wid ivy a lil while .
had mah hair cut .
head was spinning n it hurts .
went off early waited for that blardy bus .
for like agesssss .
sianzation .
im so damn disappointed in some ppl .
ppl who claimed they will treasure us s their friends .
but it turned out that its juz plain talkings .
at e end of everything, once again .
ive seen it thru everything .
how u think abt us .
how much u value this friendship .
n every other thing .
look.. both of us have got nth to do wif these shits .
get this in ur brains right .
but u gave us tose fcuking attitudes s well .
when we actually went over n talked ta u .
n all i eva wana do is ta c everything back ta norm once agn .
but well.. i shouldnt haf done that at all .
knowing tats e wae u actually thought abt us .
i shouldnt have even waste mah saliva trying ta salvage u guys friendship .
fine den its like so whatever .
since thats da case n u wanted it this wae .
alrite be it .
should i sae a big thank you ta u too .
mayb i should .
i wont b bothered animore .
n i juz wana rant it out how sucky i felt .
thats all .
nights world .

Zombie@8/21/2005 11:23:00 PM

Wednesday, August 17, 2005'♥

had adm c.a ytd
den chua n amy were talking ta mi n deb abt it 2dae
like watever rite gurl
hahs! shit arse la. who cares.
urm.. dear came ta fetch mi at j8 aft sch
went ta makan at long beach
their standard dropped. *alas
suppose ta go tamp aft that
but went home instead
oz dear 4got ta bring his atm card
gotta go all e wae home juz ta get it
which means one end ta e other end
so arr.. forget it la. -_-
went home n get mah evm report done
getting lazier these daes fer sch
counting down fer da hols
though its juz fer like 1 week
but beta den nth ritee
having our class chalet this weekend
hope its gonna b fun
alrite.. gonna watch tv
* ciaoz

Zombie@8/17/2005 07:16:00 PM

Sunday, August 14, 2005'♥

been stoning in front of da comp eva since im home.
freaking bored. c.a(s) coming up this week.
havent study a single bit yet.
nothing much ta update about actually.
mundane rountine n all.
sick n tired of some people n stuffs.
felt damn disgusted. sigh. wat ta do.
all kinda peeps in this puny planet.
like it or not. they juz do exist.
acting like some low class barbarians.
ah huh. well..
sometimes u juz got ta look into da mirror b4 wanting ta b so 'step'.
but seriously i really do pity them la at times.
already sucha sad case that they r born wid this kinda retarded face.
yet still think they r sooo preeetty.
esp wid all the sick actions they haf wheneva there'r guys ard.
-pukes- -goosebump-
guess they r real desperate or something.
n wid such lousy character n attitudes they haf in them.
seriously, i felt so downright disgusted by those *aham.. u noe..
shan't sae animore.
they stink. dun wan ta polute mah blog.
yawns. im too bored.
i miss mah dearie. -pouts-

hAPPI 4tH mONTH wID U
Loving ya more each dae
*muacks*

Zombie@8/14/2005 12:57:00 AM

Tuesday, August 09, 2005'♥

things had been kinda bad these daes
sprained mah ankle
n fall sick
cough like nobody biz
felt damn breathless
ann's dad passed awae
girl u muz b strong alright
things will be fine. *hugs*
its onli da start of da lunar 7th month
im not trying ta be superstitious here
but some things u juz ought ta believe in it
sighz. mood aint that good either.
din go ta sch for national dae celeb ytd
slept till noon time den went ta dear hse
den went j.e walk walk n makan
they wana watch the maid
but im too weak for anitink
so he sent me home first
oh aniwae... did i mention that his working trip was cancelled?
*grinz* so glad. =D
it national dae todae
n he juz got to sleep in da morn
so dun expect him ta wake up till evening time already
wat a boring daeee
wana go shopping...
but im kinda broke lately
*sigh... sucks.
- yawns -

Zombie@8/09/2005 12:32:00 PM

Thursday, August 04, 2005'♥

havent been blogging much
busi wid mah stuffs wid him
till i dun even haf enuff rest
feeling so sick now
in da lab freezing awae
raining cats n dogs
din bring ani jacket along
coz weather was so fine this morn
block nose makes mi feel so shitty
i carn breathe.. onli can breathe thru mah mouth
den e next 5 mins i noe
i'll b having this sickening running nose
damn fucking irritating
n i still got like bout 3 hrs plus ta go in sch
sucks. sighz. =(
having p.r mock c.a tmr
but doubt i'm gonna even study for it
im feeling so sleepy now
i wana sleeeeep.
dun tink im able ta mit him either
seriously nid some rest yups
n im still freezinggg awaaeee.
juz check mah attendance
still alright la hehz.
alright chaos peeps.

Zombie@8/04/2005 01:26:00 PM